What dreams are made of

Monday, September 04, 2006

It has been a few days since i updated...
and these few days has not been good...
why is that so?

Perhaps, i am putting too much stress on myself...
Perhaps, all that unwanted stress is just psychological...
Perhaps, i am just useless???
Perhaps, perhaps and perhaps...
there are so many reasons out there...
just what is the reason for me having this feeling???

Well...
Some reasons why i have this feeling are :
1. I did not do well in my mother tongue 'O' level.
2. I am not confident in whatever i do.
3. ???

Well...
I am not sure of what i am good at...
Perhaps, opportunities are not given to me...
Perhaps, i just don't have any capabilties?
Perhaps, I am afraid of failure?

Why some people get whatever they want without even trying?
Why some people do not get whatever they want despite trying so hard?
Which category do YOU belong?
The 1st or 2nd?
For me, I believe that nothing comes free in this REAL world.
I believe that we should FIGHT for what we want, be it results, or be it love.

Take results as an example.
For my Mother tongue 'O' Level, i tried my best but still did not make it.
WHY???
Is it because i am useless?
Is it because the paper is too hard?(this should not be the case as ppl got As)

Therefore, some things are just coming into our way, blocking us from reaching our goal.
Well...
I am 16 now.. and should be able to be independent and sensible.
Cheers to being independent!!!

Well..
my GOALS are..........
Its a secret. =)

I painted my dreams at 8:32 AM

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