What dreams are made of

Monday, October 02, 2006

I am very disappointed with my Chemistry results.
Yes, I did improved from Mid Year.
From a B3 to a A1.
But SO WHAT?

Its still a second in position.
SECOND!
Who want to be second?

Yes, maybe i thought too highly of myself.
But... but...
SIGHZ..

Perhaps, i should learn to let go.
And, perhaps i would be happier.

But, who doesnt want to be top in his/her favourite subject?
As the sentence already said, favourite.
One should do well in the favourite subject.

Now, whatever i say or how i feel wont change anything.
All i could do is to catch up with my work and learn the mistakes.
Perhaps, I should not think of the results and just compare with myself.
Did i improve from Mid Year? Yes.
And i should be happy already.

But am i feeling happy?
Well... Its obvious.
Chemistry leh...
Haiz...

Maybe i should just be happy that i got A1.
Be contented. <----- ???
If it is other subjects, perhaps i will not be so unhappy.
......

Well... what's over is over.
Do not cry over split milk.
What we can do now is to make the future more beautiful than the past.

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