Chinese exam today!
it was
much tougher than what i expected or imagined...
i did study, but didn't pick the right passage that came out...and sadly, i didn't studied the passage that came out. my first reaction when i saw 'ta ta man tan' was "what???"
shocking. i think i did not really answer the question...
the 2nd part of paper 2 was tough too...i didn't really know the meaning of the words there. nervous and anxious. scared.
i really hope to get what i wanted. i put in
effort.
hard work. i stayed back for chinese lessons when all my classmates had went home.
and i didn't waste my 90 mins during the lessons... i did listen to the teacher and i learnt many new things indeed. the teacher was very good. she encourage us, make jokes sometimes, use english to explain words that we do not understand, just to spur us on.
to be honest, i did not regret re-taking the exam.
great teacher,
great knowledge gained, coupled with
laughter. it was with
anticipation when i went for chinese lessons, sometimes. wanting to know more. learn more. and understand.
thinking back, it was with hesitation and fear when i was undecided whether to re-take the chinese exam. it was an obstacle, a hurdle that i went through, and to my delight, this decision didn't let me down.
it was the
first time i felt that chinese is wonderful.going on, though my progress report results was not really what i wanted, i did improve on econs, my worst enemy, aside from GP and chinese. i improved from a S last year to a D now. i also curb my fear on econs, and felt that learning more about the economy was nice, you could predict whether a country would be in recession, by looking at the GDP values... ...
i am not sure if i had said about this, someone told me my econs teacher said that i was improving, so i do not want to let her down. i must improve. for the sake of her. as well as mine.
GP was just as bad, although i passed. barely passed.
what my chinese teacher said was right. don't think about it. concentrate on H2 subjects. so i planned out what i wanted to do during the holidays. 4 weeks. math test, chem test and phy test at the start of school. there is a need to revise j1 topics too. i had forgotten most of them. this cannot go on.
less outings, less play, less viwawa, less... ...
but there must be a balance.
hopefully, i will carry out what i planned.
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