Saturday, February 28, 2009
working was fine this week...more things to be done although its quite boring. doing the same thing over and over again.
well... i want to be extended. so that the hassle of finding another job, sending resumes, going to interviews will be saved. the only bad thing is that i can't learn other things other than accounts, which i think i am also not learning much from this company. hmm. must give a thought to whether i really want to be extended. more pay. CPF? not sure.
my colleagues are fine. although the aunties keep gossiping ( not sure if its about me? eh. no, pls. ), they still care about me. i think. but i am not sure if they are that type of " xiao li chang dao " ( in mandarin ) of people.
i was given more work than what i am supposed to do. my company has several smaller groups. so actually i am supposed to do work for only 1 or 2 groups, but now, i do for like 3 groups. and the person who gave me work THINKS that i know everything and has nothing to do. just tell me to do this, without telling me HOW. what a wonderful person. don't forget i am only a temp, a newbie. its feels terrible doing work for this person: you don't know whether you will be scolded for nothing.
but i feel touched when my colleague and one of the aunties helped me when this person gave me work. so, this give me another reason to stay beyond my contract ( if possible ).
hopefully, everything will go as what i expected.
tuition. i got 2 tuition kids. and now i had only 1. the reason? one of them don't want me. what a failure am i. can't even teach properly. this incident makes me reflect on whether i am capable of teaching other people. i had embarked on this tuition thing just to earn more $ and perhaps get some experience. and now, i really had some. experience, i mean.
hopefully, i can carry on with the other one. this tuition fee can be used to pay for many things. extra allowance. i can do it. :)
fun. went out with toh guan club on thursday to celebrate fenglan's birthday. :)
it has been ages since we last met up. like 1 1/2 years ago. we went fish n co. after sitting for a while, we felt that it was not good, leaving the place was on our mind, but it was too embarrassing to do so, so we stayed on. the meal was very very full... aww. the seafood platter for two can be shared among 3 persons. but it was a nice gathering. laughter was heard everywhere.
hopefully, we can meet up more. :)
went out with PRB on friday too... DOME at marina square. i didn't ate because i was quite full, partly because of the super full meal yesterday, makes me feel like not eating anything. laughter too. after that, went to walk around and sat near the singapore river. took photos... chatted.
sat near the floating platform later. it was a nice gathering too. because we had not met for quite some time. xy,yl,hy stayed overnight there... aww. i wanted to but... haiz. nevermind.
anyway, hope we can meet up once every 2 weeks? :)
super scared. will it come true?
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