Went for NUS and NTU open house last weekend.
It was quite enriching. I had learnt more about the courses i want.
Sad thing that i can't get into pharmacy!!! need BIO! argh hopefully, i will get the chance to study pharmacy next time.
well, chem engineering is also tough. my grades cannot make it. disappointment. i am thikning of accountancy and business as 2nd and 3rd choice... hmm. maybe some math courses or chem courses too. hopefully, i will make the right choice.
scholarship? hmm. i have been procrastinating this matter. maybe i don't have the confidence to get one, or that i am just LAZY. argh. need to send many documents. ya, LAZY.
anyway, i hope to get this done fast.
i think i am under too much stress. there are many things to worry about.
at least, one matter is solved. my job.
the company had decided. this is a long story.
on wednesday, i just wanted to check my contract out of a sudden and found something very important: my contract ends on friday (which is today). i was very shocked. all along, i thought that my contract ends end of march. so, i went to find job quickly. sent many job applications. i must remember to tell my boss the next day.
so i told my boss the next day and she was shocked as well. everyone was. i think. my boss told her superior and then her superior decided to have a meeting. i was asked to join the meeting too, surprisingly. they talked about moving to another place, allocation of work... ... and of course my matter. both my 'teachers' wanted me to stay, my boss too, but my boss's superior doesn't, because the company want to cut costs and there is a lot of staff in the department already, others are complaining. well, so my boss's superior had to talk to the bigger boss.
hmm. i was quite worried at first, but decided to take it easy.
so on friday, i was quite nervous, excited. one of my 'teacher' told me in the morning that i can stay. :) at least, i need not think about this anymore. but, i thought of my pay. will it be higher than another temp staff? at least a 50cents higher? well. in the end, i was given the same pay as the other temp staff. come on, I AM DOING MORE THAN THE OTHER TEMP STAFF. out of 9 people, i work for 7 persons. i did all sort of things. matching, data entry, cheques, stock, pv, filing, photocopying, gst, other countries' stuff, payment, finding stuff, u name it, i've done it.
the other temp staff just did matching, finding some stuff, filing, photocopying, carry files, very little data entry...
SIAN.
well, i should count myself lucky. don't be so pessimistic. be optimistic. :)
today was the last day of my colleague, as one small company had to go to another location first. so we took photos, chatted.
today should be my last day too. haha.
anyway, i talked a lot more today, compared to other days... maybe i thought that it was my last day or something. well. i hope it continue like that. :)
my courses. nice one can?
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