Friday, September 29, 2006
Well,
Actually my Prelim results arent that bad afterall...
My As for both Math had become a better A!!! =)
Perhaps, I thought too much...
Perhaps, I set too high of a standard for myself?
BUT, Its the real world.
Everyone wants good results.
We cant blame anyone.
Its really a blessing in disguise.
A few days back, I was still very disappointed with my Math results.
Because i 'failed' my e math and got a 'just pass' a math result.
That is because i set a high standard for myself.
But, I really believe i can do it.
Its just......??? Careless???
Perhaps.
I really got to buck up.
My Physics result was not what i had expected.
I was disappointed with it,
the only thing i can do now is to learn the mistakes.
I was still unsure of my Chemistry result.
Not too confident, just like Mid Year.
CHEMISTRY!!!
Do you know what is that?
Someone's favourite subject. And that's that.
I am really afraid of getting something that i do not want.
REALLY AFRAID!
Biology was just as expected. Just passed.
But it was still better than Mid Year.
I was 'quite' contented.
Ya. 'QUITE'.
My Combined Humanities was ... haiz... what can i say?
My SS pulled me all the way down!!!
BUT, i was really VERY surprised with my Geog result.
35/50.
Surprise?
If you are not, i am.
I thought i am going to fail AGAIN.
But... the outcome? HAPPY! =)
Well...
Now is the most important thing. ENGLISH.
I can only hope for a ... perhaps ...
MY 'pass'.
Yes.
MY 'pass'.
Now, i can only wait.
Enough of Prelim results.
Move on to the Grad Night.
It is the most important day.
Everyone has been waiting for that day ever since the first day of school.
The day when everyone is going to part.
The day we are going to enjoy our last time till O's.
The day when everyone is going to 'cry'???
Have a NICE and wonderful day on that day...
Don't be sad as we are going on to the second phrase of our life.
Be happy because we are going to be independent.
Be happy because we are going to expand our social circle.
Be happy because we are leaving for a new place in this tiny red dot.
Yes... Just be happy no matter what.
=)
I painted my dreams at
1:26 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
24th Sept 2006
8pm
THE SINGAPORE IDOL FINALS!!!
well... who is your choice?
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Anyway,
today's quite a day for me!
I have learnt something today.
I have learnt to resist temptation for something i really like.
Well, i went to IMM today AGAIN...
And there was a sale at a shop...
I always wanted something...
Something i thought was very nice ( of course )...
Yea.. i wanted to buy that very much last time.
and I thought very hard...
I felt that it was a waste to buy that as i had too much clothing already...
That was - wasteful - , just 1 word.
AND i resist the temptation!!!
HAHA!!! YEA!
I felt that i had grown up.
I had learnt something!! YEA!!!
haha...
well... i think that we must learn something during our journey...
It will be very meaningful to learn something
and that's makes you happy.
Really, the feeling is nice!!!
So, the moral is Do not always succumb to temptations.
Think of the consequences.
Think of the hard effort by your parents to earn that $$.
Just think twice!
^^
I painted my dreams at
8:07 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Hey!!! Its the END of PRELIMS!!!
YAY!!!
Its wonderful, isnt it?
But...
there's still a 'O' Level Exam...
well well...
Anyway,
There's still a lot of things we need to ponder
- where are we going after 'O'
- what are we doing after 'O'
- what will our lives be like after 'O'
WHAT a strange world it is!
Just after getting our 'FREEDOM',
there's still so many things out there.
Perhaps, we really need to treasure the time spent in the remaining days in sec sch...
Yes... that's what we need to do.
Treasure the friends,
Treasure the time,
Treasure the place AND
Treasure the EXAMS!!!
WELL... the 'O' Level Exam is the LAST exam we are taking in the sch...
so, we must treasure the EXAMS... especially the LAST exam.
Don't be shocked at what i had wrote.
Because this is the real world.
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OK, Back to something happy.
I played MAHJONG today!!! YEAH!!!
Mahjong!!! u know what's that?
A game of course!!! =)
Nice sia... BUT a bit sianz... ^^
haha...
anyway,
I just wish that everything will be fine...
and blah blah blah... ( it's a secret )
=)
(=
I painted my dreams at
6:54 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
It has been a few days since i updated...
and these few days has not been good...
why is that so?
Perhaps, i am putting too much stress on myself...
Perhaps, all that unwanted stress is just psychological...
Perhaps, i am just useless???
Perhaps, perhaps and perhaps...
there are so many reasons out there...
just what is the reason for me having this feeling???
Well...
Some reasons why i have this feeling are :
1. I did not do well in my mother tongue 'O' level.
2. I am not confident in whatever i do.
3. ???
Well...
I am not sure of what i am good at...
Perhaps, opportunities are not given to me...
Perhaps, i just don't have any capabilties?
Perhaps, I am afraid of failure?
Why some people get whatever they want without even trying?
Why some people do not get whatever they want despite trying so hard?
Which category do YOU belong?
The 1st or 2nd?
For me, I believe that nothing comes free in this REAL world.
I believe that we should FIGHT for what we want, be it results, or be it love.
Take results as an example.
For my Mother tongue 'O' Level, i tried my best but still did not make it.
WHY???
Is it because i am useless?
Is it because the paper is too hard?(this should not be the case as ppl got As)
Therefore, some things are just coming into our way, blocking us from reaching our goal.
Well...
I am 16 now.. and should be able to be independent and sensible.
Cheers to being independent!!!
Well..
my GOALS are..........
Its a secret. =)
I painted my dreams at
8:32 AM
