Yes, I have blogged again.
Today i did an incredible thing.
I walked home from school.
Walked with Wendi.
WALKED!!!??? =)
We took around 35-40mins.
During our walk home, we chatted about all the things under the sun.
Things such as Graduation Night, our primary school graduation day, her group, styling of hair...
blah blah blah...
We also bought bubble tea... wow!!!
WONDERFUL sia... LOL.
Well...
I think i going with them to style my hair...
Make it nice and neat for the start of our Grad Night.
Style Leh...
1st time i going to a salon to style my hair.
Don't laugh... cos everything had a first.
Yes.
The days in our school are limited...
And are we going to treasure the very last few days in school?
Most of the time, We take them for granted.
And when its over, Its really over.
There's no turning back.
We got to continue on our path to success.
^Just want to make my dreams real^
I painted my dreams at
2:25 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Well...
Results are all out now...
And i am wondering if i can enter a good junior college...
Well, what to do?
What's done is done.
What can i say?
Do i have a choice?
I definitely have to follow someone's wishes...
Sigh...
Life is really hard...
Its very hard to make such a decision.
Especially if .......
No one really understand my feelings...
I really don't think there's any person in this world who really understands me.
Haiz...
I am really afraid that history will repeat...
Just like in Primary 6, after PSLE.
I seriously don't want anything bad to happen now.
Yes, please don't.
^Just want to make my dreams real^
I painted my dreams at
2:58 PM
I am very disappointed with my Chemistry results.
Yes, I did improved from Mid Year.
From a B3 to a A1.
But SO WHAT?
Its still a second in position.
SECOND!
Who want to be second?
Yes, maybe i thought too highly of myself.
But... but...
SIGHZ..
Perhaps, i should learn to let go.
And, perhaps i would be happier.
But, who doesnt want to be top in his/her favourite subject?
As the sentence already said, favourite.
One should do well in the favourite subject.
Now, whatever i say or how i feel wont change anything.
All i could do is to catch up with my work and learn the mistakes.
Perhaps, I should not think of the results and just compare with myself.
Did i improve from Mid Year? Yes.
And i should be happy already.
But am i feeling happy?
Well... Its obvious.
Chemistry leh...
Haiz...
Maybe i should just be happy that i got A1.
Be contented. <----- ???
If it is other subjects, perhaps i will not be so unhappy.
......
Well... what's over is over.
Do not cry over split milk.
What we can do now is to make the future more beautiful than the past.
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I painted my dreams at
2:28 PM