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Linda
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    Saturday, December 29, 2007


    2 more days to end of this year!!!
    this year pass quite fast... with all the project work, assignments and tests...
    next year will be more tough, have to finish all the syllabus quite fast...have to cope with CCA and homework and tests... tough year ahead...

    well, i know our teachers for next year already... and i hope they are better than my year 1 teachers... hopefully...
    really must get good teachers...
    that means our class didn't split!!! yes! that's a good news...
    :)




    I painted my dreams at 11:50 PM

    Thursday, December 27, 2007


    PRB went outing today!!!
    We went west coast, played pool and watched movie today!!!

    Almost all of us brought food to west coast...
    there were potato stew, cookies, muffins, sandwiches, jelly, hotdogs and japanese seaweed chickens...
    we took some photos and played at the playground there...
    but 4 of us played mahjong for a while...regretted it now.. should have played rather than sit down to play mahjong... aww...
    then we exchanged gifts... yl got my present and i got jl's one...
    haha.. i hope yl like my present.. lol... because i thought that you will be busy with assignments then maybe u will be lying on the bed to do them, so i thought a cushion(or pillow) would be great... haha.. see i so thoughtful... :)
    we can't finish some of the food and it was quite wasteful... hmm.. next time we must not waste food!
    there was the turn-around thing... and i felt very giddy after that... but it was fun..
    we took photos on it too...
    we stayed in west coast for close to 3 hours.. then we set off to jurong east for pool...
    we played for about 1 and a half hour before going for dinner...
    and we(hy, jl, yq and me) played like only 2 rounds.. lol.

    yq and sm can't stay for the movie, so the 6 of us went for dinner at kopitiam...
    we bought the tickets for 'I am Legend'...
    the movie started at 6.45pm...
    it was a nice movie.. about a virus in new york that turned people into monsters that cannot face the sunlight. this person(main actor-Will Smith) is the only survivor(or that he chose to stay in the city to find the cure for this virus) and he wishes to find a cure... so he stayed in the city... with his dog(samantha)... it was a movie in 2 different settings... one 3years before and one 3years after... 3 years before is the time when the virus broke out... everyone left the city... but somehow, his wife and daughter died during a crash in the helicopter...
    then, 3 years after, he spent 3 years finding a cure for the virus... testing the medicine on rats and then captured one of the infected person to try out the effective medicine... and it worked in the end.. but it was too late, so he decided to die with the rest of the infected people while he asked one person to bring the medicine to the non-infected people...
    so this is the story.. at first i couldn't understand.. thanks to huiying who enlightened me.. haha.. :)

    hope to go cycling with them next time...
    haha...
    had a fun outing ... laughed a lot... eat a lot..
    :)




    I painted my dreams at 10:46 PM

    Tuesday, December 25, 2007


    Hmm... PRB reflections...

    By alphabetical order,

    Huiying - she is a smart girl.. just need more confidence and trust.. high expectation of herself.. she can do it if she really wants... have aims too... she also need to relax at times... always see her too stressed up.. very long never see her smile le.. she thinks for everyone too.. she always tries to do the best she could too.. but quite bluff at times.. want to tell her not to be so stressed up with her work.. life is not just about work. don't worry be happy. take care of ur health too.. must let go sometimes. jiayou! :)

    Jialu - she is a mature girl... and quite independent too... she have the aim in mind and work towards it... she also thinks for others... she knows how to make good decisions... she can console people well.. she plan everything already and work accordingly to the plan... she will try and persever on.. she works hard for the things she want... want to tell her that there are ups and downs in life... do our best can le.. must relax at times too... :) jiayou!

    Shin Miin - she is a girl who do things slowly and nicely de... like a snail.. but she completes things in time too.. a person that plans also... she can be a very good nurse.. can lame with the patients... the patients will like her... she works hard too... she do the best she can and learn it well... want to tell her that must relax at times... don't always work and work only... life is not just about work... :) jiayou! walk faster too.. patients need u in emergency!

    Shirley - she is a girl who persever on with everything she do.. optometry is a difficult course and she still do it well... she will have a beautiful future after she graduate... she stays cheerful everytime i see her... quite cute at times too.. she works hard for the things she want... she will do it and learn it well too... want to tell her that everything will turn out well de... have faith and u can do it well... jiayou! :)

    Xinyi - she is a straightforward girl... she puts herself in other people shoes and thinks for others... if she is not happy with something, she will say out de.. i think that is very good.. we must share our thoughts and opinions.. she stays cheerful too... want to tell her that life is full of unexpected things and people... all we can do is to treat others well. don't let urself down because of one minor problem... life is more than just that. have faith in urself. everything will turn out well. jiayou! :)

    Yanling - she is a cheerful and funny person... always likes to tell jokes and breaks the ice. she is always happy.. but don't hide ur feelings too... people can be happy and sad. she is confident in what she does.. and do it well too. she is creative too.. can think of many ideas... she will do well in her course... want to tell her that we are not losers!!! everyone is a winner because we do our best in what we do. believe u can do and u can do it well... jiayoU! :)

    Yanqiu - she is a friendly girl... have the aim in life and works towards it.. i admire u for changing ur course halfway... its a difficult decision for many because time is wasted... i believe u made the right decision.. she can be lame at times too.. that is good.. people must be lame sometimes to know that there are such unbelievable things in this world... want to tell her to talk more... everything can be achieved... have the confidence and believe in urself... everyone can do it, why can't u? jiayou! :)

    For me, i think i need to manage my time more wisely, so as to include many other things that i wished to do but can't do due to constraint of time... i must learn to be more tolerant of others.. ( i always flare up when i am sick of doing things that i always do) .. i must learn to be patient with others too... i also must have more confidence in myself... life is really full of ups and downs... what we can do is to persever on and face the fruitful crops that we reap.

    everyone is important here. we must meet up often !!!everyone is there. everyone is just a call away.

    :)

    i think this suggestion about PRB reflections is a good thing.. gives us time to think about what the rest have been doing for us... makes us treasure each other more... thanks to yanling! :)
    remember, everyone is a winner!




    I painted my dreams at 4:03 PM

    Monday, December 24, 2007


    yeah!
    finally bought the mini gift exchange !!! after much thought...
    hahas.. hope it will be a good christmas gift...

    looking forward to thursday...
    i hope to play mahjong too! i want to touch the tiles...
    :)

    pool too! cycling...




    I painted my dreams at 8:15 PM

    Saturday, December 22, 2007


    Stitches removed from my ankle... looks a bit yucky now...
    can't bear to touch it.. eee...

    yesterday follow-up was okay, except for the long waiting time...
    well, the next one will be on 12th feb... have to take leave from school.. argh...
    then another one on 15th feb.. again have to take leave again...
    hope this will end well...

    27th dec...
    pinic at west coast...
    still not sure of what to bring... any ideas? snacks? potato chips? awww...
    and the mini gift exchange... not sure of what to buy...
    hmm.. have to go out these few days...

    school is re-opening in 10 days time...
    its very fast...
    but have an excited feeling.. always want to know who are my teachers next year... most important... hope our class will not split...
    :)




    I painted my dreams at 11:13 PM

    Wednesday, December 19, 2007


    Follow-up on Friday...
    hope everything will go well..
    no more blood tests please...

    i want to buy mahjong set...
    :)




    I painted my dreams at 7:39 PM

    Friday, December 14, 2007


    wah... it had been a terrible 2 days for me...
    on wednesday, i went to the polyclinic to see the doctor regarding my rashes... i was down with rashes since saturday but decided to see the doctor only on wednesday... waited for 1 1/2 hours to see the doctor.. then need to take blood and urine test... wah.. i didn't take blood test in my whole life and i was quite scared... the doctor said it is not pain... its like ear-piercing...
    then it started... not really very pain.. so i went back to the doctor and wait for the results..
    i waited for like half an hour.. so at about 1.15pm, the results are out and the doctor analysed the results for me.. i am short of platelets ... the rest are quite okay.. no major problem... then the doctor wanted to have a more accurate and precise result, so he referred me to NUH... the doctor was very caring... told me nothing's really wrong with me.. hmm.. i am considered quite lucky to see this doctor... i forgotten why i go back to see him at around 2pm.. i think its to analyse the result and confirm the referal to NUH...

    so to save time, i took a cab to NUH and it costs $7.80...then i met up with mummy at the A&E.. the nurse (or doctor) brought me to a room and took the blood pressure.. ask me some questions... then told me i need to be admitted.. so i need to have a drip... it was very painful.. super pain... the nurse helped me poke the needle into the vein and then put something inside...woah... super pain.. it is terrible to be admitted. So don't be sick. 2 packets of the drip thing then blood test again... then at around 5.40pm, i was sent to the hospital bed... so, it took a long while before u can be admitted.. terrible 3hours...

    i changed into the patients' clothing and i look like an old woman... the ward i am staying is for the old people, but because there are not enough beds i was warded there... the clothing was too big for me... hated wearing the clothing..
    then the nurse came to tell me about the rules of staying in the ward... blah blah blah.. doctor came to see my rashes...
    then dinner was served... u have seen in drama shows that hospital food are not edible.. hmm, they are edible( i ate like 6 meals and i am still here... ) but hospital food does not taste good at all.. i want to eat shark's fin!!! need to treat my stomach better after 6 terrible meals.. :S

    blood test again... they take my blood now and then, and they don't tell me why they take it.. it's my blood okay? when i see those drama shows, i always hated the doctors who don't tell their patients what's happening... they talked among themselves and just come up with a conclusion.. 'OKAY, let's do this'.and the patient just watched this episode of doctors discussing the problem..

    well, then at around 9.30pm, i slept.. can't really sleep well.. perhaps, different environment, different bed... then at 12midnight, 3 doctors came again... they see my condition then ask me some questions again... suspect its dunno what t------- or HSP( rashes appear when u have a cough.. something like that i think) ...
    then at 3am, the nurse came to take my blood pressure and temperature.. taking the blood pressure is really quite pain... it compressed the skin... then sometimes, my fingers can't move... only after that, then it was fine.. i also hated taking blood pressure..
    i can't get a good night sleep the whole night...

    the next day(thursday)..
    get up at 8am to have breakfast, medicine and then have a bath... as usual, the food is terrible. my appetite seems not that good...the nurse took out the drip for me.. and blood was flowing profusely.. scary... and after a while it stopped... luckily..
    then at 9 plus, one nurse came and took 4 testtubes of blood!!! 4 ! really scary! somemore my vein didn't really helped me and she took only 1 testtube of blood on the right arm.. then she take from the left one which was very co-operative... so 2 holes were formed... :S
    blah blah blah, doctors came again... and they decided to do a skin biopsy(dunno how to spell la) on the rashes to confirm the condition... so at 12.30pm, had lunch then rest till 2.45pm when the doctors came..
    they inject anasthetic into the ankle where the skin biopsy is being done... PAIN again.. but after a while, the anasthetic acts and i don't feel any pain.. the procedure took about 20 minutes... then i just lie on the bed... stiches were made too.. eeee...
    xinglu visited me as he was visiting his grandmother in the hospital as well... at least there was someone to chat with me.. he came for around 20mins and then left..
    then at around 4.15pm, the doctor came and checked if i felt any pain in the ankle because the effect of the anasthetic is almost gone... hmm... lucky that i didn't felt any pain.. no need to take painkillers and be in a terrible state as well..

    then till the next morning, i was left alone except for those blood pressure test and temperature taking... no more blood tests... i was quite surprised too.. but happy of course.. no more holes in my arm... yeah..

    friday...
    slept better than the previous night... but still felt very tired... so as usual, i woke up at 8am then went to brush teeth and bath before having breakfast...
    the doctor came to see me at 8 and told me that i could be discharged!!! YEAH! finally.. the day i had been waiting for.. NO more hospital food, NO more lying on bed for hours, NO more taking of blood pressure and temperature... nice...
    stomach felt quite pain suddenly, i think its because of the breakfast i took.. thinking of it now, really sends a chill down my spine..

    so had lunch at 12.30pm, then had medicine then changed to home clothes, getting ready to leave this scary place.. but the nurse say need to wait for the appointment next friday.. so my mum and i waited for like 45mins and decided not to wait any longer.. so the nurse will inform us the next appointment... i think we made a good decision.. waste time waiting there blindly...

    took a cab home and it costs $6.80... went to sleep straight away...
    and here i am blogging about my terrible experience at the hospital...

    i really hope that the rashes don't get worse but only gets better each day... if i go out wearing shorts, people will definitely stay away from me... haiz...
    i really don't wish to have this condition again.. but the doctor says new crops of it may appear again... but it will go away after 2 weeks or so.. hopefully..

    because of this, i can't go to the class outing.. i can't help in the start-up thing.. i waste time in the hospital..
    but i am glad that all those blood tests and urine tests are quite normal.. at least i know that i am in good health.. as far as i know..

    i think i can't go anywhere with my rashes... but i really want to go out and breathe in fresh air, see singapore once again..
    MAHJONG too... BRIDGE... can someone play with me... :S
    its TERRIBLE staying in hospital... with all those jabs and tests...
    SO take care of your health and don't ever land in hospital!!!
    :)




    I painted my dreams at 6:09 PM

    Monday, December 10, 2007


    Class outing on 12th dec...
    Cycling at Sentosa...
    really sad that i can't go...
    at least i will be going to meet them for dinner at ms ho house..


    yeah... something happen and i hope everything will go well...




    I painted my dreams at 7:16 PM

    Saturday, December 08, 2007


    today we have a garbage sale near my house..
    my mum, sis and me set up a stall selling some bags, wallets and coin purses...
    hahas.. it was very funny and embarrassing...

    we went there at 8.45am... and we waited and waited... for our first customer...
    and it was like 4 hours later . LOL.
    and they bought $7 from us.
    hahas.
    then our second customer bought $3 from us.
    in all we made $10.
    $10 for 7 hours.

    lol...




    I painted my dreams at 6:55 PM

    Thursday, December 06, 2007


    i have lots of plans after A lvl!!!
    which is one year later...

    first thing first, i will go find a job.. hopefully it pays good..
    next, i will go learn driving...
    i will dye my hair!!! :)
    explore the whole of singapore again(the last time was after O lvl)...
    shopping(after i earned my first pay)!!!

    woah!!! very exciting! i think this is the first time i had planned so far... one year in advance.. hehe..

    one more year...
    one more year of hard work...
    one more year of sacrifice...
    one more year of jc life...

    soon.




    I painted my dreams at 2:43 PM

    Wednesday, December 05, 2007


    hahas...
    next aim for shopping : a pink shirt, shorts. :)

    but perhaps i have to wait till next year... i think during the rest of the holidays, i will not be going out for shopping... perhaps 1 day or so only... got to make up for my laziness the past few weeks...have not studied physics since the holidays... wah.. i really must catch up... econs too..

    i want next year to come fast, but it will be a scary one..




    I painted my dreams at 11:33 AM

    Saturday, December 01, 2007


    Went out with yanqiu, pearl and my sister yesterday!!!
    We went to repair phone first before going orchard..
    yanqiu bought a kappa shoe after much consideration...
    we bought the same top but different colours.. from newbie... yanqiu and i bought yellow while pearl and my sis bought white.. hahas.. but i want PINK!!!
    hahas... but it was quite expensive.. :(

    we went to plaza sing too... but didn't buy anything there.. hahas..

    yeah! class outing decided on 12dec! gonna stay over at ms ho's house! yea!
    mahjong overnight, gossip, food, bridge!!! =)




    I painted my dreams at 5:31 PM