End of 1st week!
it had been quite a smooth-sailing week!
Did a timetable till Prelims just now, quite tough planning for one.
Prelims start 13th Aug(11th and 12th are National day holidays as said by the school).
Very very fast. 6 more weeks to go.
scary...
guess i can't go out much often now...
jiayou! :)
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11:03 PM
this week past very fast...
with chem mid year exam on monday, physics and gp test on tuesday(it had been postponed)...
i felt i did not do my best for the paper... guilty. haiz. but what my chem teacher said is quite true also, he said don't always brood over things that are over...
well... i will try my best.
started revision on math yesterday and today... there is a math paper 1 on the 16th of july... must start revision now already!
hope everything will go on well...
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9:54 PM
yesterday's math block test 2!
i think can't get the marks i wanted... well.
nevermind. i was quite sad due to something too, i don't know why she doesn't trust me or something, did i do something wrong? haiz. really make me lose heart.
well, got timetable and the lastest i end school is 1.30pm!!! there will definitely be extra lessons after school, that's for sure... at least, i suppose we can have this for like 1 week before the horror starts? that's enough! hahas.
3 tests on monday. and there is 3 lessons on monday. every lesson a test. GP, Chemistry and Physics. GP is just a content quiz, chem is paper 1 and 2(around ~15 topics), phy is 3 topics... end school at 12.30pm but have to stay back till 4.30pm for chem paper 2 to start, at least got 4 more hours to study and revise!
haven't finished studying chem yet, hope tomorrow can revise and memorise everything!
studied for the whole day... really whole day. with short breaks and a 25 mins nap. having quite a headache now, but have to persever!
go go go !
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10:04 PM
On a happier note,
went down to buy dinner and saw xuelian. hahas... so coincidental... same timing too...
was quite shocked...
forgot to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO DADDY!!!(15th june)quite coincidental again... birthday on father's day... hahas...i think it's quite true that not many people celebrate father's day...
well...
things had already past. what you can do now is to do better next time.
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6:37 PM
disappointed.
my efforts for organising the class outing had gone down the drain...
in the end, at the very last minute( around 3 hours before the class outing), it was cancelled.
only around 7 people can go, from what i know...
i really tried to plan and organise an outing to celebrate brithdays...
perhaps the timing is wrong. there is a math test on this friday and chem test next monday and phy test next tuesday...
i should not even blame anyone... its my fault... i have chosen a wrong date. even i am not going, so what position am i to ask them to go?
i had done a bad job this time...
i spent like close to 250 messages( i think, or even more) sending to everyone about the details and changes, and asking people if they would mind this and that... and i think i have overshot this month's limit. i sent to everyone because i want a reply fast, i do not want the leaders to wait for their group members to give them a reply before they send me... that would take years. even though i sent everyone, it still take years. I know they need time to think if they are free, but at least give me a reply? so that i will know who is still considering?
maybe u should try organising one outing so that you will know the pains behind it. AND the worst thing is people keep asking who are going when they themselves don't give me a reply and expect me to read everyone's mind. AND some still ask why keep changing and changing?
DO you know that everytime one person don't like something, i have to take into account his/her opinions and try to change so that most of them would be happy? and i still have to suffer from your frustrations. ALL of you just have to reply and just wait for details, while the person organising and planning have to take into account everyone's needs and thoughts.
PLEASE, THINK FOR OTHERS!
when an outing is cancelled, think of who will be the most sad? all the time spent, efforts and hard work to organise the outing will be down the drain. this time cannot be turned back. Replying to those who keep asking and asking really takes a lot of time. You have to think what is the best way to reply that person so that the person won't feel sad or whatever. Especially when you are doing work and the message tone keeps disturbing you... and you have to reply that person or else the person will think you are angry or the person will be fed-up.
Don't say i am thinking too much. It's the fact because i experienced it before.
Plus, i believe that after the class outing is cancelled, there are some who felt frustrated because of the cancellation. Some wanted to have the outing but only a pathetic number can make it. WHAT CAN I DO? force them to go?
And i still have to pretend that i am fine and things still go on as usual...
really... it's a lot of hard work trying to make an outing successful.
Do spend a few minutes of your time thinking for others everyday, reflecting upon yourself.AND i am not saying that i am correct, i just want to express my thoughts here because i know that when i tell some of them in school, they would just think that i am thinking too much or being unreasonable or whatever...
SOMETIMES, YOU HAVE TO EXPERIENCE IT FOR YOURSELF BEFORE MAKING COMMENTS. LISTEN TO OTHERS AND THINK PROPERLY IF WHAT THEY ARE SAYING MAKES SENSE.
DON'T JUST NOD YOUR HEAD AND SAY "OK, OK", JUST TO ENTERTAIN THAT PERSON.
PERHAPS, PEOPLE ONLY LIKE HYPO_ _ _ _ _ _.here, i wish to say that i really appreciate those who reply me fast.
and i appreciate those people who planned and organised stuff.
it's tough.
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5:36 PM
went to celebrate CAROLINE's birthday today!!!
WOAH!
we went holland V! this is my first time going there... hahas... seeing the familiar places that i seen in the show ' holland V '!!! hahas.
it is quite a nice place... like those 'olden days' shops... got that olden days feeling... nice...
caroline, yixin, louisa, valerie, zhenying and i went...
ate pizza, french fries, something like sotong but i forgotten the name already...
drink... then listen to music...
hahas...
we sat there for like only 2 hours then left...
Happy Birthday CAROLINE!!! Its 18!!!
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11:52 PM
PRB gathering yesterday!!!
only 5 of us went...jialu, shinmiin, xinyi, yanqiu and me...
so we went vivo. in order to get a seat, we took the mrt from je to jp and then to outram... hahas.
we have a small snack and went off to shopping...
went in shop by shop... didn't bought anything while jialu and xinyi bought a shirt...
wanted a white shorts actually, but can't find what i want... the price was also a bit steep.
so well... shinmiin can't find her slippers and watch too...
we went Ben and Jerry for their ice-cream... it was expensive. but very nice. hahas.
then, at around 3.30pm, we went city hall... city link. went to see shinmiin's slippers but can't find too... waited for yanqiu for a while then went to shop around...
i finally bought something (a shirt) before going for dinner at hot pot culture. it's a buffet! i had chicken broth for my hot pot... the rest had herbal, chicken and hot and spicy...
we ordered a lot of food at first... so we ate and ate... when i felt quite full, i stand up and walk around... but jialu and shinmiin didn't stand up and walked much(they only walked at the beginning) and they kept eating and eating... hahas... we play scissors, paper, stone to see who have to finish the remainer food. yanqiu ate a lot... i think she ate the most as she was very hungry... superb. then came the desert... hot chocolate fudge. i think we ordered around 20 or more cups of ice-cream... and jialu ate the most. 7! the strawberry,chocolate and the ice-cream were nice, but i was very full already...
i think i didn't eat to the cost of the buffet... well, but it was a fun and nice dinner... hot pot culture is a nice place.. but must keep your stomach space for the buffet!!!
luckily i didn't force myself to eat, or else i will regret now...
then after dinner, we went esplanade to look for yanling, she was still filming(last scene). we sat there for a while, look at her doing her work... hmm. i think filming is a very nice thing to do. the results will be so shocking that it will make your efforts and hard work worth the time... well, but my interest's not really in that industry... something else which i found out during the career fair... hope i can get into the course i want!!!
must exercise more and eat healthily!!! that buffet(hopefully) will be the last until perhaps, after A levels? hahas... hopefully...
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5:54 PM
2nd week of holiday is almost gone...
tomorrow's friday.
time is really passing fast.
well... more things must be done within a limited amount of time...
it is the first time i felt my holiday past so fast. but, at the same time, it is quite well spent, i should say... with a good balance of homework, revision and play.
saturday maybe going out with my mother!!!
shopping again!!! YEAH! :)
hopefully, next monday's prb gathering will go on... :)
next wednesday gonna meet for birthday celebration for caroline... nice. going drinking. must not be a frog in a well. going to explore. yeah! looking forward to it!
2 days gone next week...
but its fine... must not always coop at home...
:)
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9:34 PM
Went shopping at BUGIS yesterday!!! WOAH!!!
LONG time didn't go shopping already.
the whole day just to shop! wonderful! putting all other things aside and just go shop.
And i bought quite a number of things...
2 blouses, one belt and one shoe...
and my mum spent quite a bit...hahas. but all of us bought at least 3 items... all are quite cheap.but they are nice though. :)
i hope there will be chances where i can wear them...
holidays are really short... one week just passed just that. really very fast. 3 weeks will pass just like that too and it would be the start of the new term, which spells more stress and hard work.
scary.
looking at the recent news about holidays filled with activities, extra lessons really make one feeling more stressful. everyone is making good use of their time, be it resting or enriching oneself by going to workshops and lessons.
what more is that this year is an important year. we must really make full use of our time... enough rest time, enough play, and more work.
i will be looking forward to the class outings, birthday celebrations and PRB gatherings... treasures.
tomorrow is the check-up at NUH, hope everything will go smoothly...
gonna go back school everyday for lessons this week... must really pay attention during lessons and lectures!!!make full use of these lessons and time allocated for us.
my sister's going Bintan tomorrow... for a week!!! nice! i did not go there before and it would be a nice outing overseas!!! i just feel that the timing a bit bad... during the second year of jc life. well, nevermind, wish her a happy and safe journey ahead.
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9:50 PM
