An unforgettable experience.
I had an interview for a post for co.
It was so stressed and the atmosphere is so tense.
They are so strict and serious.
Seriously, i am afraid.
My answers were so stupid and idiotic.
I really feel that i am really very stupid.
I think they will laugh their lungs out.
Or perhaps laugh till their jaws drop.
This is my worst interview.
Somemore, i said that......
Wah... Wah...
So embarrassed and paiseh.
=( =( =( =( =(
I don't know how to face them on wednesday.
I really had no idea.
It's going to be strange.
Well, what to do?
What's done is done.
Don't cry over split milk.
But i am still brooding over it.
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7:00 PM
At least there's something out of my mind now.
Ya, but i hope the result won't be that bad.
Well, there is a Phy SPA trial tomorrow...
And i am very afraid of it.
My practicals had not been very good since secondary schools.
I do not wish this to carry on, but i truely do not have much 'talent' and skill in this.
It's fated, i suppose.
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6:46 PM
I want to be DIFFERENT!!!
Different, do you get it???
I want to have an identity.
An identity that only belongs to me.
I want to be only myself.
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7:38 PM
Many things...
I need time...
I really need it.
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8:45 PM
I' m sort of regretted a decision.
But even i make that decision, i won't be able to do another thing which i promised the group.
Well, if there is a second chance, should i go for it?
This decision will affect my 1 year to come.
There's a lot of things undone yet i still wanted to make that decision.
Perhaps, i'm really finding trouble for myself.
...
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5:42 PM
Well, i decided to join e-club after the SYF...
I think its a good decision becuase even if i joined e-club now, i would not go for the meetings as it will clash with the co practice timing.
I think i had made a good decision.
=)
I hope i will be able to learn the 2 songs within 2 weeks and thus go for combine.
It all depends...
^^
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7:19 PM
We went to celebrate Jialu's birthday in advance today...
We had our lunch at imm's cafe cartel.
We ordered the food first so that the birthday girl won't have to rack her brains.
Well, that's what yanling said.
^^
All the 8 of us are present!!! YEAH!!!
Finally, our group is united!!!
=)
We shared the food, we chatted, we laughed...
We took photos too...
As usual, Yanling said some lame things but it was funny...
Jialu and Shinmiin were playing... ( its okay de, childish mah...)
hahas... =)
We sang birthday song for her.
Then we sat there for quite long... before leaving for jec.
We walked there, went to kbox.
But there were many people there, thus we decided to go xinyi's house for mahjong.
We took a cab there and it cost $4.40.
It costs lesser than the other cab.
By 10cents.
Huiying, Jialu, Xinyi and i played mahjong while Yanqiu and Yanling played playstation.
They made a lot of funny noises while playing playstation and the four of us were laughing.
We played around 6 rounds of mahjong and i didn't even won a single round.
It was sad, but fine with me.
It is just a game. Nothing more.
At around 6.20, we left her house.
We went to the bus-stop and waited for the bus.
Yanqiu and i took 98 home... while the rest took other buses...
Home sweet home...
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7:29 PM
Is today a bad day???
Well...
Today we just had our normal lessons...
And i went CO for practice.
I found the satisfaction of learning a complete song today!!!
It feels wonderful!!!
YA, It's the truth.
Then, i thought of those moments during my secondary school co days...
Come to think about it, although it was tough, it was enjoyable.
I miss the teachers there... i miss my erhu... i miss the surroundings...
Secondary school is still the most enjoyable...
After co, i went jp with fenglan as she needed to buy some stuff...
Then i met up with huiying...
And yanqiu turned up next.
We went around to shop.
Then i saw some of jj people...
After that, we went home...
Yanqiu took 187 with me, while huiying's mum went to fetch her...
We chatted about some things and it was soon her stop to alight.
I was left alone on the bus...
I felt so tired...
Then when the bus reaches around fuhua sec sch, it broke down!!!
Ya, your eyes didn't played tricks on you...
It broke down.
The bus driver went to check the engines and i think he called the bus interchange.
He told us to go to an interchange to get our money for the trip back.
Why didn't the bus break down at a stop that had the bus 333?
Then i could straight away take 333 and go home!!!
Hehe...
I took 98A and walked home after that...
It was quite a good experience although time was wasted.
It was the first time i encountered a break-down.
It was quite fun, ironically.
People had the normal reaction.
Hmm.. Is it a bad day today???
Well... it is all up to you...
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10:13 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
I have joined CO.
Suprising? Well...
Its only for a month or so...
I have decided not to join the council because i don't think i can commit to it.
Imagine staying back everyday till 10plus...
And there is a speech which you must say in front of a big crowd!!!
That is my fear!!! =(
Anyway, there is only a month to learn 2 pieces... And we need to really play it...
I will do my best, of course!
And i heard a news : JVS CO got bronze...
hmm.. i think it is not bad already... jiayou!!!
There are a lot of good schools competiting with them too...
2 more years and the bronze will become a silver!!! JIAYOU!!! YEAH! =)
Positive attitude still matters...
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8:35 PM
I have just received a news: The application for councillor is still open.
This news is a bit shocking to me.
This means that i have a second opportunity to join.
This is so like the time when i applied for ogl.
Well, i am still thinking of whether or not to join.
Joining will allow me to learn many new things.
And i will overcome many obstacles.
All these are benefits.
But will i be able to cope with it?
Studies is another thing.
Commitment and time is another thing.
Well...
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1:31 PM
